3 responses to “Sitting in My Father’s Lap”

  1. Mom & Dad Johnston

    sent to Sandra

  2. Paula

    What a wonderful piece of wisdom. It’s so true. I found your site by typing in “sitting on God’s lap.” When I was a little girl, my dad was a drinker. He once beat me really bad with his belt . I was wearing shorts and a halter top. There was hardly a place on my body that wasn’t cut and bleeding. Sometime after that, I went to sleep. During the night my spirit woke up. There was a man in the room. I think he was an angel. I went with him into a dark tunnel. We sat down. I had the sensation we were moving very fast. This occurred when I was around 12 years old. Long before I had read anything about anyone else describing this tunnel. I am 61 years old now. We stopped and stepped through a door. We entered Heaven. We were on a grassy hill side walking on a pathway. The path eventually led along a big wall which led to a gate. I thought “Pearly Gates,” were made up. This gate was scrolled like wrought iron does only instead of iron, they were made of gold. Inlaid in the gold scrolling was pearl that reflected pastel colors. It was so beautiful. I reached out to touch it, but before I could, the gate opened by itself. We entered and walked down the sidewalks to the center of this city. We came to an elevated platform with stairs on all four sides. There was a chair at the top of this platform. Then, God appeared in this chair. His face was covered with a cloud. It seemed as normal to me, as the eyes on my face were normal to me. It was as if we had always known each other. I ran to Him and climbed up on His lap. He put His arms around me and hugged me so tight, and I hugged Him back with a big hug. He held me so tightly for a moment. Event today I still stop at times to remember the feel of His arms holding me and the deep love for me that was in His heart. We spoke with our thoughts. I knew God was sad because of the things that had happened to me in the past. He told me I could stay if I wanted to. He showed me two moments in the future where my mom and brother were so sad because I had died. Until then, I did not know they really did love me. I told Him I could go back. He hugged me again so blessedly tight. Then, His arms dropped sadly to His side. I got down and went through a door that was there. I was instantly awake in my room. All the rest of my life, I have carried the memory of sitting in God’s lap with His arms tightly around me. But, best of all I remember His love. Love deeper than we have words to express. When my body or heart has hurt down here, I can wrap Gods arms around me, lean on His chest, rest awhile, and know, beyond all doubt, I am loved dearly. I hope this blesses you like you have blessed others with your wise words. God Bless you and keep you and your family with Him always………………. Paula

    1. Amy

      Paula,

      I don’t know if you’ll see this since you wrote this description last year, but you really blessed me. Thank you so much for sharing this. Hearing about your experience of God’s love is helping me to taste my own much stronger.

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